Intro

[liz]

Hi,

I have been looking around for a forum where it is not all discipline spankings, so I found this one. I might be older than some of you.
I am a little nervous about this as this is my first time posting in such a forum.

I am into spankings for some reason, but I have never really gotten these from someone else (except parents), except for one guy. He didn't really spank me quite hard enough, but it was exciting anyway.

I am not into the discipline thing as I want an equal relationship, but I am definitely really not into spanking someone else. I could do role play I suppose but I have never done this. I have never really related to the brat thing and so forth. And don't relate at all to the discipline/ master, someone else totally in charge thing. I am not saying this to be critical of anybody else. It's just not me.

I know it is going to sound odd but I spank myself. It is such a warm wonderful feeling, though I feel that I have too much control. However, I am also a bit scared of this whole thing. I saw someone on craig's list, but I am frightened of just initiating such a contact.

Anyway that's my intro! I might have a story or two later as I do love those!


--liz