i was very naughty and now my fate lies in your hands!

[sorebum]

Your poor behind will pay. Then you'll be the sorebum. I empathize. And a little bit I wish I were you. Ouch.

[Billy Wizz]

I basically agree with aurora.

You need to build up the trust in the relationship before you can consider the spanking option to cleanse the guilt.

You certainly deserve a spanking at the right time but the time isn't right yet.

I would also suggest your partner reads up carefully on spanking and spanking methods before he gives you a harsh punishment spanking.

[Redskinluver]

I agree with Aurora, and everyone else who said that a spanking is not appropriate in this case, not at this time. Like they say its a matter of rebuilding trust. Or maybe even the relationship is over.
Also, since both you and your bf sound like novices in the scene, I am concerned about the scenarios, they all sound very severe and excessive, you're talking hundreds of licks. A spanking should not be something that causes major physical injury. Perhaps it is your feeling that a severe beating would help purge your guilt.
Maybe if you decide to go ahead with a spanking, maybe a maximum of 100 with the hand on your bare bottom, or up to 50 with the hand and a max of the same number with a hairbrush or CB paddle, or one similar.
Others may have other suggetions for you.
But remember, a spanking is not a "magic bullet" that will cure personal problems.

[spankingprincess2005]

i agree with aurora . spanking doesnt come naturally to some people it took me 3 yrs to find the one for the lifestlye .. but i am not a newbie to spanking

[angelgirlwithhorns]

I agree with the rest, spanking is not a magic cure all. You have to trust and you have broke the trust.
I know for me, I would be heart broken, that my trust had been broke and a spanking would not fix the heart.
My love and I have a golden rule, He does not spank me when he is as angry as I know your boyfriend is, because it will not be done in loving correction or passion, but in anger and thats not what spanking is about.

A spanking is not the answer but a new girlfriend is.