My First Awareness

[aurora]

Rose, you just phrased the inner struggle most of us fight with perfectly. Granted, there are a few absolute and complete submissives who may not have such feelings... But as for the greater majority of us, we all face that sometimes.

My head's screwed on tight, I'm responsible with everything in my daily life, I've been financially independent since I was 16... I don't NEED anyone to take control of my life or reinforce positive habits... but, I want it. Or, at least I want the idea that I have that formidable, stable "rock" in my life.

My real name isn't Aurora, but I feel like Aurora is who I really am, and my other name is just associated with the vanilla persona I have to wear sometimes.