When I really knew

[Farmgirl]

I think I knew at age seven, which was when my boy cousin first spanked me. He didn't do it hard, afraid I would tell on him (I never would have!). After that I tried to get us to play the same games so that he could spank me again---and he did, sometimes with my pants down, on my bare bottom. I thought this was a lot of fun and I viewed it as a sign of his affection for me. That was when it all started.