My First Awareness

[liz]

Though sometimes I wonder... My mom used to make many comments to me about spanking (as a young adult). She was in my house and saw a bread board, you know the kind with a handle. It was my favorite implement for self-spanking for awhile. But it was a bread board. Mom asked if it was my paddle!? Another was having a particularly ratty pair of undies, and mom asked if they were that way because i was spanked in them. There have been a couple things like this. Where she has made comment about spanking. Makes me wonder if she was a spankophile, if she got spanked, or just wished for it.

--liz