I was 11 when i found out

[colo_boy]

I first realized that I was in to spanking when I was 11 years old,
I was not spanked as a child my folks did not believe in that,
I got my first spanking when I was 11 years old – from our
Nanny that our family had.

I don’t know how old she was but she must have been in her early twenties
She was a big influence on me she gave me the attention that I needed,
To make me a better person.

She was the closest to a mom I had in my eyes because my folks were not
Around always on business trips and doing other things.

When she gave me my first spanking when I was 11 years old I,
Hated it and hated her after words – it was a good spanking she gave me.
It was bare bottomed over her knee with her belt.
It was for smoking her cigarettes.

A few days later my best friend got a spanking from his mom and
I saw it in the window but she used a paddle on him and he was bare
And over her knee.

That’s when I realized that I was a spanko because I enjoyed seeing
Him get spanked and wished it were I was on the receiving end.

From that point on I would think about spanking!!

As I got older the feelings went away I thought I out grew it
Then one day when I was 16 I got the feelings back on being
Spanked again.
I told my girlfriend at the time about it and she thought I was nuts
And needed therapy.
I worked at a local repair shop and was fixing a flat tire
And when I went to put the spare tire back in the trunk and I found a spanking
Magazine it was a F/m magazine naughty boy’s spanked was the name

I thought wow I “am not a one out hear there are people out there like me.
I wrote down the address of the book so I could me a copy.
When she came to pick up her car I really wanted to say some thing to
Her that was in to spanking also- she was vary beautiful women.
But I did not say a word to her I must have been 8 shades of red when
She was paying her bill.

I after waiting for about 4 weeks and running home from school to check the mail,
And not wanting any body to know about my fetish.

To me spanking is not a sexual thing its pure discipline for me.
I have read many articles and stories about spanking and there practices
There are people in to B/d and S/m and I” am not knocking that lifestyle.
It’s just not me.

Feel that old-fashioned bare bottom spankings are the only way to go.







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