Should I just give up this lifestyle?

[spanked~amber]

There are a lot of great comments and advice here. I have to agree that trying to give up a part of YOU isn't the answer. The combination of your willingness to be patient and encourageing to him and his willingness to give you what you need says a lot. Compromise instead of sacrifice in this case sounds like a win/win. Patience is probably the biggest challenge. I knew in that moment of my first adult spanking that I was hooked and there was no turning back for me. I can't even imagine my life without it now. I have withdrawels when I'm not getting what I need spanking wise or it becomes inconsistent. Maybe if he understands that you are not asking him to embrace the spanking world as a whole but that you are asking him to participate on occasion with just you, soley to meet your needs, it will not seem so overwhelming to him. Just my two pennies worth. Best of luck, don't give up.