hard spanking for a 28 yr old girl?

Hi everyone,

Lately I've been having ridiculous fantasies about my older male adviser spanking me hard with a leather belt or strap. He scolds me harshly, then tells me to take off all my clothes. Then I lay over his lap and he straps... no, beats, me with a leather strap until I am quietly sobbing. He strokes my back until I stop crying.

This is unlikely to actually happen (though possible )... I was wondering if there's anyone out there who would like to punish me this way? I am sweet pretty girl (see attached pic) with a growing self-esteem, who tends a bit towards extreme/irresponsible actions.

Ne united states, at the moment. Anyone close?

Thank you

-merinslips