Should I just give up this lifestyle?

[southern_sweetie]

Hi guys things were rough last night. See like I said in my ealier post I am the one who got Allen into this. And so far even though things have been up and down with our LDD relationship it still has been good. I mean his biggest problem really is being consistent but hes knew and still learning. But last night we got into an argument over it and he suggested maybe I find someone else to give me what I want. And that hurt, first of all no one else can. I married him. I don't want to be past along. I would rather just give this up which i think would be very hard to do cause these feelings just won't go away over night. Spanking and the submissive feelings I have are apart of me. He said he didn't really mean that but he has said it before. What should I do should I continue trying or should I give it up.