New Member Needs Advice

[spank_my_bare_bottom2003]

Hello everyone. I live near the Dallas area and have been here all my life. I am looking to receive my first real spanking. I've been spanked, but never to the point where I really wanted to go, i.e. tears, crying, bawling... I've been in a wheelchair all my life and I guess people who spank me think they are going to "break" me. I'm not a china doll and want to get the kind of spanking I use to get as a child. Can anyone help me find out how to contact those who might like to spank me. I don't want to pay $$$ for it. I know there are those who want to spank just to hear the person being spanked cry like a naughty child. If you can help, please let me know.