Well well Sirken
You could have almost be me writing that post he he. I feel exactly the same and I know what you mean. I too am deep down a harmless old bugger who loves the younger female form (and I really, really do mean strictly over 18's) and I am sure there are still naughty girls out there who fantasise about getting spanked by someone just like me or you. We should probably start a new thread called "Calling on all 18 plus naughty young ladies who would like to be spanked by an older mature man" thread.
I am situated in the UK South-east so if there are any ladies out there who would like to play with a totally trust worthy Top, tell me where and when and what you like and don't like....come on down!
No seriously