[Farmgirl]

Bare bottom spankings started happening to me at age 4 or 5 so my awareness began early with my own self. I first saw other kids spanked when my cousins and I used to play 'family,' in which there were always a lot of play spankings. I watched my boy cousin spank his sisters on their bare bottoms. Then he did it to me, too. I was 7 at the time and he was 9. He also made up other games where the loser always got spanked, and he made sure he always won!

When I was 11 or 12 I started experimenting spanking myself by putting pillows on the endrail of my bed and bending over it. I would adjust my vanity mirror so I could see my bottom turning red. I found that awesomely exciting at the time.