You can also go to some Adult shops and buy some spanking paddles that can be used by yourself. I can remember when I spanked myself with one of Dad's belts he had when I first became interested in spanking. Since I grew up being spanked with the paddle swatted on my bare bottom in later years I would go to the bathroom after my mother gave me my sound barebottom spanking and look in the mirror at the red sting marks the paddle left. My mother never abused me but made a left good impressions on my bottom to make sure I knew when I stepped out of bounds with the rules of the house. I soon became sexually arroused by the spankings I got and began to spank myself with wooden spoons and 15 inch wooden rulers. If you are going to spank yourself use a 15 inch ruler or long wooden spoon and look in a long mirror to view your backside. You can use roleplay when doing this and then apply the swats to the lower end of the buttocks and upper thighs. Spank as hard as you want and let the sting take effect. Time your spanks between 15 to 20 seconds to let the sting take effect. Of course try to find a mate to spank you. You may want to try ads on the internet or even a close friend you may have. I remember a lady in my apartment bullding who spanked me one nite with the paddle on my bare bottom. We were talking about our childhood spankings when she asked if I wanted a spanking. I had no problem pulling down my pants and letting her apply the paddle. I now have a girlfriend who paddles me and gives me good sound spankings with her hand over her lap when I deserve it and also when I want it. Good luck and let me know if need more help.
Goth63
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