I self spanked for quite awhile as it was my only outlet. That was pre discovery of the spanking community. It was not all that satisfying but far better than nothing.
Once I had been spanked by someone else though it lost what allure it had for me.
But I am thankful as it allowed me to explore alot of what I liked and did not like with no risk. It filled the need at the time. And allowed me to explore more about myself. Which is a good thing.
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